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End to Brags and Complains...

2008-09-28T14:45:00.003+08:00

It's so amazing how it all starts.
Nevertheless, i am happy it happens.
Thought... those feeling will never emerge from me,
But indeed it does.
Indeed, it gets me when i am not expecting it at all.
It shall be taken slowly as time goes by.
I shall just see where it takes us to
For the time being, let me enjoy the moment.

Have a great Sunday everyone!!

iOta

Sunday, 21st September 2008.

2008-09-21T18:25:00.002+08:00

I'm sick of it all!!
I want out!
Something i will never recommend!
I wish to be out A.S.A.P.!!!
With my face in my hands,
I release a sigh of regrets and anger...

The Clock is Ticking...

2008-09-14T11:44:00.002+08:00

The clock is ticking...

It shows that im getting older

by the seconds that ticks past.

Never denying the fact im not young anymore.

I feel tired easily,

Feels lethargic oftens...

Forget things regularly.

Time for me to consume vitamins!!

Improve the brain power.

I do not wanna be the forgetful sort.

I gotta start a habit of recording stuffs down.

An assistance to remember stuffs.

Feels guilty when mistakes are done.

We humans are prones to mistakes

We, humans are never created by God to this world as perfections

But well, i know, i know...

That's not a reason to spare myself.

~Grunts~Grumbles~

iOta

Gloomy morning = Boring day...

2008-09-12T10:55:00.003+08:00

Today starts pretty bad...

Awaken from sleep by the roaring thunders

accompanying by the sounds of rain.

The usual sight of the opposite block was blurred by the rain

making me feels soo sad!!

Will it be the usual boring rainy day?

Stuck in bed, sleepiness overwhelms my thoughts...

it spells B.O.R.I.N.G.

First half of the day almost gone...

here i am still stuck at home by the window,

in daze by the sound of rain.

Thank goodness i have the access to internet

which is like a window to the world at my bedroom.

Haha!

I just hope the second half of my day will be much better.

Will there be a chance..?

We shall see....

iOta

~Self Indulgence~

2008-09-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

A great day starts early...

And i really mean early...

As early as 0300hrs.

Indeed a day of mum and me came fulfilled.

She is dead tired now.

I bet she's asleep now in her room S.N.O.R.I.N.G.

Bought her 2 shirts for her and i bet she really likes it alot!

Looking at her smiles, accompanied by the wrinkles,

i realise how much she have aged throughout the years.

I realise that money do not really means anything compared to family values.

I never wanna miss the chance to shop too on my off day!!

i got myself my O'neil booties and a dive bag!

Damage done!!

But well, its worth it!!

Also...i finally got my 'songket' and guess what!!!!

A lime green baju kurung baby!!!!!

My fave shade of green!!!

One day gone!

Another to go tomorrow!!!

I love off days...

Now, when shall i go diving again?!

Hmm.... Allow me to plan now.. Hahahaha!! :)

iOta

28th August - 10th September 2008...

2008-09-11T00:31:00.003+08:00

Huff!! Puff!! Huff!! Puff!!

It has been awhile!! Now i'm back!! Erm.. Maybe just for this 30 minutes... and i might be gone again for the moment. My lappie brokedown and here i am, dragging my time to suit the 'LagTime' of my old PC! Sickening.....!!!!

P.A.T.I.E.N.C.E........

Life is very tiring nowadays for me maybe for the fact that the age 'thingy' is really crawling up my spine. Tired everyday!! Maybe tired of my routined ever recycling lifestyle!! ~SLEEP~EAT~WORK~

Sigh... another post of BRAGGING... DRAGGING... SIGHING...!!!

Sadiq, Sadiq.... SADIQ!!! What's happening to you??!!!

This is not YOU that i know!!!

Im totally messed up inside! Aarghh!!!! Inside me is shouting but i need to calm it down. What's the big deal?! This is life!! 2008, has been bad!! Not saying that there isn't any great memories. There were... but too many of the unfortunate events ongoing... Not only in my life but in this world!! I have realise that every blog that i post, are mostly negative thoughts... To be honest, i feel good after every post. So guys... bear with me purh-leassseee!!!!

Alright, i have always been thinking of running before 'sahur' but never happen before. So, as today is my off day, i shall start it with a bang and at least, for my 2 days off weekly, i do achieve what i enjoy most in life...

Okay guys... FYI, i have bought myself a pair of Scubapro Powerjet fins for my future dive!!

WOHOOO!!!!

Im soo excited for my next diving trip!! Hopefully after Hari Raya!! Too bad can't join them for this upcoming dive trip next week!! Damn, heard its gonna be a great dive site, on a perfectly great time of the year. Have to make way for fasting month. Respect Ramadhan.:)

Okay guys...i have to turn in now for a great early morning run later on at 0300hrs. Have a great day people. I have decided that today, will be a day for mum and me. I shall splurge on her today. As a 'recovery' gift for her. I miss my mum!! Loving her always but... that doesn't mean i can't tease her!! You know, people do says that...

a'lil bit flavour makes a dish more interesting!! :)

Okay people... have a great day and till the next time we meet here again...

*Ciao Ciao*

iOta

Confusions...

2008-08-28T10:35:00.002+08:00

There's seems to be questions in the mind...

Questions with lots of answers which leaves it where it all started.

Is it really worth it? Who worth for it? Do i even deserve it?!

Will i suffer a terrible life if i dun experience it?

Mum told me its a big sin not to do it.

Well, in the first place...i have sinned myself!!

Why not another one added?

Sigh...this are my grumbles and rants behind my daily smiles.

Sounds duh but well, every problems sounds duh!!

Gosh...i hope im being shown the light to the end of this pathetic dreadful tunnel...

Coz i find that there are many things deserve a thought rather than just this.

Life, oh life....

iOta

I'm Now Here Without You.... Baby.

2008-08-26T00:39:00.004+08:00

Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older since the last
time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at
this the same.
All the miles that separate,
disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face.

I’m here without you baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I’m here without you baby,
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight...
it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl
it’s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl...
it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl
it’s only you and me.

(A tribute to someone i'm thinking of right now...)

iOta

Saturday, 26 July 2008

2008-07-26T12:17:00.004+08:00

Hellooooo.....

Been away as i was on midnight shift..

The shift that those dread for.

Get my well deserved off day on Friday and it was a great off day.

Went for a Paintball session with few of my colleagues.

FUN!!FUN!!FUN!!

But it is still tiring lah...

Thigh muscles are all sore now...

Thanks to Sandra for organising this outing!!!

Still wanna wipe people?! Hahaha!!

While waiting for Encik Sean... We enjoy the RAMBUTANSS!!

I personally love this Graffitti. Nice!

Finally, After the session... A Group photo!!

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Well, today gotta head out to one of my camp buddy's engagement.

Luqman is getting Engaged to his dearest Shikin today!!

Congrats to u Bro Maniam!! Hahaha!!

The rest of my day is still a big questionmark...

Ooops!!! Tonight i gotta be out!

A promise made to the Ladies that i will join them for Clubbing...

Okay people...

Will update you on my long day!!

Ciao Ciao...

iOta

Tuesday, 22nd July 2008

2008-07-22T14:26:00.002+08:00

The past few days has been very busy.

Or I shall also say im very lazy. Tired...

On midnight again today. A stretch of 3 nights this time.

Not too bad.

I took the last train home last Sunday. Witness an awwful scene!

A foreign worker was beaten up by 2 malay guys.

Whatever for... There was this young malay gal dressed skimpily!!

Being away from homeland, in a foreign country...

I do understand, that foreign worker gets an eye-opener on the skimpily dressed malay gal.

Not saying that she's a Babe or anything!!(Not even CLOSE!!)

Fat PIG!!

That malay gal get offended by the foreign worker's stare.

Its just merely a STARE!!

The malay gal get off her seat, starts spitting and throwin punches on the guy.

Another malay guy, God ever knows if he's the gal's brother / Boyfriend..

Joins the scene with punches and kicks to the foreign guy.

To be honest, i think that it proves nothing!!

In fact, now.. im shy to admit that im a malay.

How disgraceful that act can be to me.

Lesson learn to all ladies...

If u dun wanna invite stares... NEVER NEVER NEVER DRESS SKIMPILY!!!!

What's wrong with just stares?!

Aren't you ladies dressed like that to get the attentions?!

And guys guys.... Starts up the engine to your brains!!!

Don't just act without thinking!!

That foreign guy was just looking...

We, all guys do stares at sexy clad ladies too!!

Do you think that he deserves the beating?!

I don't think so!!!!

If im that Foreign guy...

I won't even throw a glimpse at that FAT PIG in the first place!!

These kinda gals deserve be called a pig with that kinda attitude and mentality!!!

21st July 2008(Monday)

==A Colleague Shares Her Reading Article==

"In Order To Be Rich, Quit The Company You're In Now!!!"

Don't you guys think that phrase is true?

Look at all the rich people! They're never a slave to any Company.

All of us... We are just a slave to our Company.

Putting it nicely, they come with a new name for us... Employees!!

It gets me thinking awhile...

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Met up with my friend for supper @ 0200hrs in the morning

She was working till that late and was hungry and i was on midnight shift today.

So, we meet up for a late supper and chat awhile..

Time indeed has past and we are now adults!!

Working is like our past times now as we never have the time!!

In my schooling days... i learnt of cycles...

Now, this is my Life cycle.

SLEEP-EAT-WORK

Give it a think.. And you will think likewise too.

Anyway guys...im trying to break my cycle now...

On midnight shift tonight.. Heading down for swim before i sleep, before heading down to work tonight..:)

Take care peeps!!

*ciao ciao*

iOta

Friday.....

2008-07-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

It was a hectic evening at work.

Was proven...

Sufficient preparation = Smooth operations.

Learn something new...

Language is never a barrier if u are not shy!!!

Communication is not always about words...

Action does plays a part in Communication.

It was indeed a great day especially whe this particular Guest greets me by my name!

Touched!! Eventhough it has been like 4days before he left the Hotel.

This simple gestures really make my day after a long day of working.

Something that i will miss if i ever leave this industry.

Ok...

That's about it!!

Sleeping now... An early day tomorrow.

A long one too...

Run @ East Coast, Tanning @ Sentosa(If it ever happen!!)

Watch Dark Knight!!!

Have a great Weekend Peepss!!!

iOta

Friday, 18th July 2008

2008-07-18T12:52:00.002+08:00

The past few days been great.

Back to afternoon shift. More time to sleep in and stay up late.

Went out with Nicole, Victoria and a few of her friends.

Gosh!!! A bad night i can say and at the same time...FUN!!

Last night, went out with Dan for late movie.

Planned for 'Dark Night' but ended up watching 'Wedding......'

A totally no brainer jokes!!

Well, a great movie after a shift.Haha!!!

Well, another aftenoon shift for me before my of day tomorrow!!

Its a funfilled off day tomorrow!!

Everyone... Have a great weekend!!

iOta

Wednesday, 16th July 2008

2008-07-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

Been away from work for the past few days

Feels awkward working in the morning shift but anyway, everything is good

First day after soo long not blocking room.

Feels stupid!!

Oh... invitation has come for SCSM2008!

Shall i take part again?!!!

Hmm.........

Shal i go clubbing tonight?! Hmm...

Questions questions questions....

iOta

Im Back...

2008-07-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

Been awhile not blogging..

Busy with work and gaining my weights!!! Hahaha!!

Im getting fat!! Oh gosh!!!

Anyway, Cambodia is my next destination for Haw-Lee-Daye!!

Ok... Gotta sleep fr my maiden mornng shift tomorrow.

The Road Less Travelled By Others Is My Choice...

iOta

Before I Leave...

2008-06-13T17:28:00.002+08:00

Title for this post sounds soo dramatic!! But to the actual fact that... it is not!! Maybe infact im just having things that bothers my mind these few days. Confusions, anger, Questions and more questionssss exist right up in there!! Im not the kind who loves to brag. Im not those who likes to whine.(But i see myself starting to whine and brags a lil which i hope after some soul searching it will stop!!) Now, im doing my last minute packing before i leave for another diving trip to Dayang Island. Seems now that diving is my new found love n interest. Running is still next to my heart but haven't been doing so due to absolute laziness!!

I really do hope that after this trip, i do manage to grab hold of my lost soul and back to the old me...iOta.

To all my friends and those reading this pathetic post of mine... Enjoy your weekend and have a great one!!

Let me just share with you guys this saying of poet Rudyard Kipling.."If you can fill the unforgiving minute with 60 seconds' worth of distance run, yours is the earth and everything that's in it."

Signing off for now...
Muhammad Sadiq Bakry.

Another Weird Thoughts...

2008-06-06T19:11:00.002+08:00

Anoter weird dream that i have after bumming to someone on my way home. Someone whom we used to call each other names... Someone whom we showered our feelings for once upon a time. In just a matter of time... We are two complete strangers... Its weird how things are but thats the 'beauty' of life. For better or worst...

Back to my dreams.......

That person smile and walk up to me saying hi asking my well being. It indeed carves smile on my face but just for awhile before i was awaken to realize...ITS JUZ ANOTHER FUCKING DREAM!!!

Missing that someone... I GUESS SO!!!

My life goes on... embarking my paths of adventures.

iOta.

A Great Gathering!!

2008-05-15T02:43:00.004+08:00

Well guys...

It has been a busy first quater of 2008. Busy busy busy with work. But somehow or rather... the boys manage to squeeze some times out to organize a movie meet. Faz Jr, Dan and me decides to meet for movie. The single dudes night out..(Hahahaha!!) 'What Happens In Vegas' was the movie of our choice. Great movie though... We then happens to meet Fir n his fiance in the movie and we decides to hang out for the evening... Dinner at the expensive La Baroque and then decides to chill @ Timber III. La Baroque was a very disappointing dining choice and to our surprise... Timber, was fabulous!! Love the music, crowd and ambience... Laid back. Check out the pictures... Not much but oklah....

Now, im all geared up for my trip to Redang!! Im gonna snap pictures of the ocean bed with my new underwater casing!!

Picture @ La Baroque

Group Picture @ Labaroque

Timberrrr

Tha' Boysss

Acting Cool....

My New Toy!!!!!!!

The Day I First Cried 26 years Back...

2008-04-09T02:14:00.003+08:00

The numbers merely increase but never will it goes lower. What goes lower is the countdown timer to reach a brand new age group. Well, people always says that age are just merely numbers but reality checks... You are getting older!!!! Accept that FACT!!

The moment 21 passed by, the rest just drops like raindrops... Wow!!! Time just fly by... Nevertheless, I never regret growing up and throughout the years... I do learn lotsa stuff as i cruise along the days of lives... No choices in lives are bad choices. There's always its good points and the consequences that comes along it. This is life...

This year, once again a quiet birthday for me. I have never fancied a celebration as its just another year that past by and... Did i make great use of it? Can i do better? Well, im not bragging but just kinda like post debrief of my 25th years of life... Well, im satisfied. I do achieve the achievements that i hope for and i shall work towards my goals in life.

I realy appreciate the appearance of my friends and family members in my life. Love you guys alot. You guys teach me alot in my life...

Life Is A Bore??! Nah....I dun think so!! Life is unpredictable.

The path that you take today is still the same path tomorrow. However, what you gonna overcome on that path... Will never be the same as yesterday, today or tomorrow.

Life is a neverending education... Graduation will be the day you're dressed up and respected by others... In memoirs we will be then by our loved ones...

iOta

A Wonderful Weekend!!

2008-03-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

Previous weekend was a tremendous on for me. A funfilled weekend as i went to obtain my Scuba Diving Openwater licence. Man, it was soo beautiful a scenery down there.

Honestly, now i am considering to obtain my Advance suba diving somewhere in June. Ok people... I shall update u guys again of my life.

For now, i gotta decide what and where i wanna be...

Life is soo peaceful down below...

Life Is Sooo Different....

2008-03-10T22:47:00.002+08:00

I haven't been whining and complaining alot here... Too lazy and tired of blogging. Its not that i haven't been online but its just that rather than blogging i would rather keep to myself.

2008... past by soo fast that we're counting down for April to come. The issue is that.... What have i done so far? NOTHING!!!!

Sigh... im just holding on to my dear life... Trying to enjoy it with what im left with...
Work... Can it be much better?! Thats the biggest questionmark in my life still... dragging myself is what i always do. Trying to motivate myself to work but nothing can ever seems right.

Well, friends all busy with each interest. Most of my friends are busy getting married or busy settling down... Hmm... me, still like before enjoying my life and exploring the world...
Issit that they're just settling down too early or im just not doing the real thing at the right age...

Aaaaaarrgghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

A small voice in me shouting and can never be heard by anyone...

2008-03-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

This was when im on the way to Phi Phi ISLAND...
It has been awhile eversince i blog...

2008..

2008-01-11T12:45:00.000+08:00

Well, I blog only after its 11 days past the new year. Been cruising my days past the new year enjoying every seconds that ticks by. Here i am blogging my first post while enjoying the tune of 'Way Back Into Love' by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett. The songs that brings me the past 2007. Hehehehe!!(Feeling emo...!!:p.)

2008 i hope will be a better year and i hope to achieve more!! A wonderful start of year for me as i welcome 2008 smoke free... i hope it last throuhout the year...:) i mean FOREVER!!
I shall also cut down being cheeky and playful now as im not getting any younger. Mann!!! Im hitting 26 very soon!!! No longer a young adult.:(

Getting all ready to pack my stuf for my long awaited holiday after my first holiday which was years back!! lemme see.... last holiday was in gosh!!!!!! 2001!!!! I was 21 then!! Well, Phuket... here i come!!!

Lemme juz end this post by telling u guys briefly my wishlist for 2008:

- Get my very own road bike / tri-bike
- Get my knees back in shape for runs
- Complete my very first triathlon(but gotta improve tremendously on my freestyle swim.)
- Save up for holidays
- Complete my motorcycle license
- Pray for good health for me and my families so as to cruise by 2008.
- Improve on mypathetic standing broadjump!!!

Well,actually there's more to it but juz realise that all those are just my wants then needs... so, if i get them in grab...thats a bonus to me.:)

To all everyone reading this pathetic blog of mine...i wish u a wonderful 2008. My friends that i don't get the chance to meet up and coffee-ing... Im sory guys.. I miss u guys still. See you guys soon...:)

iOta

Im Bidding 2007 Goodbye!!

2007-12-04T12:03:00.000+08:00

Well, 2007 was a struggling yr for me. It has been from the very start but eventually towards the end of it, wonderfully great for me!! QUIT SMOKING and finished a 42km marathon which before i thought was CRAZIE!!!!! i made it to the finishing line with my 2 feet!!! one down..next, IPPT. $200 or $400??! we shall see!!!

Days Are Drawing Closer...

2007-11-26T12:29:00.000+08:00

The day is coming... After 5 night shift work, its about time for me to go for awonderful run of the year all runners awaiting for. I hope my knees dun give way on me. And...after that, i promise to myself i will bring myself to a specialist for a thorough check on them. 2007 will end gracefully after a bad start. I finally smile after 11 months of suffering. Well, Life has wonderful mixtures of happiness and sadness. beauty of Life.

iOta.

20th November 2007, Tuesday

2007-11-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

Awaken up early in the morning by once a good friend of mine bringing bad news for me. It juz gets me realising again that anything and everything can happens in this world we called LIFE.
I feel sad for her and at the same time happy as it happens now rather than later in her life. Well, Thats life. Anyway, wanting to go for a swim but seems like tired lah...we will see how. i might juz drop by the pool before heading down to werk.

Its gonna be another busy day at work i guess... Sigh... 2 more days to my off day...

Shall update u guys with the happenings in moi life as my fingers have been rather quiet on this blog. But never know when... Heheheehe!!
Ciaos...

iOta.

Life Is Good But There Is Juz Something Missing In My Life...

2007-11-19T12:01:00.000+08:00

The Title of this blogs says it all...
No words can explain the feeling that im experiencing now
Am i confused?... Am i running away from reality?
"Fuck it!!! " its the kinda attitude that i sure dun wanna adapt to now.
Im not the kinda person who think such solutions.
Problems lies all from A-Z...
What can i say... This is what we call life...
Juz like the sea, CALM AND ROUGH AT ALL TIMES...
Juz like a boy n girl in a relationship... so is happiness and sadness
The relationship thats never to be separated. I can juz continue on
bragging bout life but its all up to me to live with it or damn....be remorseful
of it. Life... a living experience that makes u learn always. A university that
we always graduate daily but with no certifications. Juz life experience.

Life... LIVE IT, ENJOY IT,
APPRECIATE IT, BEFORE YOURS IS OVER!!!

PS: Just a 2 cents thoughts of mine...

iOta

Hari Raya...

2007-10-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

It has been a great Raya for me this yr. For once..... I woke up early in the morning to do my Hari Raya prayer at the mosque in Choa Chu Kang. Went there with my dad. Once after the prayers, went back home to catch some nap and only starts visiting in the afternoon. Went to our usual 3 houses yearly. I never noe why but im always sleepy. Honestly, at the 3 houses, i kinda doze off till my relative will wake me up. Eat lotsa kuihs!!Nice!! Okay enough of carbs overloading. Time for me to start back my jogging spree. Hee...!

These are some pics..

1. Me with my 'Elder' sister. :P Heeee!!!

2. First Family Photo together at Nenek's place.

3. Ok, Ok....We're smiling now!!!

4. The 1/4 family Gathering...

5. Moi's Siblings..

6. iOta...Tha Man.

Oklah people. Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims and to the none Muslims... Enjoy your weekends.!!:)

iOta.

Life's Happiness....

2007-10-06T18:07:00.000+08:00

Factors That Makes Me Smile Now In mOi Life....

-Running... The further i go, The longer the duration of the run.. It juz give me satisfaction and
happiness and the feeling of achievements everytime.

- Friends... Being around them kills the loneliness, burst out the silence in my life and
carve smiles on my lips.

- Career... I juz hate it at times but can't deny the fact that its a part of life. They fill up the time
in my life. If taken away from my life, Damn.... i juz dun wanna think about it as life is gonna be
pretty bad without it.

- Family... A bunch of people that we will one day fall back to apart from friends. They are
one of ur own kind and without u realising it. They are the people u least expect them to
noe u inside out.

These are the elements of happiness in mOi Life.

iOta.

For Another Day...

2007-10-04T12:44:00.000+08:00

The time has come for the day that ' WE' all have been talking about at work. 5 days werk week.
Hmm, its a good thing to noe that i have 2 days to do my personal stuff but that doesn't mean it comes for free... Extra werking hours at the desk. Kinda tiring with the departure of one of my colleagues for a 'greener pasture' in her life. Now, only two person per shift. All i can say i gotta buck up and get used to how my working pace used to be n no no slacking. Party's over!!

Fasting month is over soon. Time for me to do more running for myself. Slacking and relaxing is what i have been doing all this while.

Oh yah, That day after 'sahur' was chatting with Shammie online and he was asking me questions about relationship. Posing questions to me like when am i gonna get a life partner? Claiming that im not that young anymore and stuffs like that. He says that i should get a girlfren now and start planning for the future. Stuffs like who's gonna take care of my mum when im off to werk. All those questions makes me go Errrrr.........
All i can say, im enjoying the life im having now. Though its kinda quiet and lonely at times... like what people says... its better that way sometimes. Can't have the best of both worlds. Anyway, the right one hasn't appear in my life yet. So Gurl... what are you waiting for!!! Appear lah...
Hahahaha!!!(Ftee sure to start saying that i sounds like Liah...:) I'M NOT!!!!!!)

Not demanding.. But she gotta be cute, pretty, georgeous and sexy. Hahahaha!!!!
Not asking for too much right... juz that only.... Heeeeeeeeee!!!!

iOta

Great Off Days...

2007-09-29T01:38:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! It has been a wonderful week and my off days were F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S.!!!!
It has been busy but an enjoyable one as well.

27th September 2007:
Went out with Farah n Norain who wwre my ex-colleagues for dinner at Suntec City. Went over to Muthu's Curry to break fast and which then meet up with Gen, Nickole, Charlene, SueW and Clarabelle for coffee. Later on the crowd juz grows with the presence of Michelle, Shawn, Jamadi and Daniel. It was juz soo fun after a huge gathering. This should be done more often...

Here's some pics...

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28th September 2007:

Meet up with one of my current colleague for our cycling expedition at Pulau Ubin. Its juz one of the rare days that we both guys get the same off days together. So, then we came up with this trip to Ubin for cycling... Energy draining experience and i never deny that on the slopes there... i do have the intention to juz give up cycling up the slopes and juz get down my bikes to push them BUT!!! Strong perserverence that i have in my mind push me to go thru the journey all the way. Feels relieved and well rewarding when we reach the peak of the island with a magnificent views. Thank God i got my sis's camere along to capture the beauty of the island...

Check this out:

Ok guys.. thats all wad i did with my frens on my off days. Even went to Geylang with my colleagues for people watching. Verry hot!!!! Biggest regret!!!

That's about all..will update more later. gonna sleep for now...

iOta.

An Ending To Waking Up Early....(For the moment at least!!!)

2007-09-24T07:50:00.000+08:00

Sitting on my bed surfing the net after 'Sahur' listening to James Blunt new album. Relaxing indeed... Felt soo relieved that i dun need to wake up soo early to get myself ready for work for at least this week. I juz feel soo tired waking up early in the morning to get ready for work as i noe myself that i wun be sleeping early the nite before to wake up fresh the next morning. Will be on 1700 - 0100hrs shift for the next 3 days. Cooooolll!

Yesterday....
Went to East Coast with an intention to jog at least 20km up n down of East Coast but sadly... at the very end of East Coast... My ankle kinda give way and i ended up limping for the next at least 5km... a disasterous run. I shall tell myself next time not to run if i dun feel good. As i jog there, i saw my fren alone there blading along East Coast Park. Indeed spending time alone is a trend now i suppose... Hahaha!! That also makes me feel like getting myself a pair of blades for myself so that i can uz cruise along the beach once awhile. Well, consider it first. I juz dun wanna get it, use it for like 2-3 mths and then leave it in my store room. Get only what i really need...

The Cable skiing looks cool too!!! Must find 'kaki' to give it a try now... Hahahaha!!!!

Oh yah DANIEL GAO!!!....
THANKSS!!!!!
Next time, if u have plans made... Do tell me earlier. Dun cancel it at the very last minute when u already noe that u really cannot make it frm the very beginning. Bluudy Hell!!!! Luckily i have sub-plans to do. If not u gonna get it!! Oh yah... Time for movies session i guess. Lotsa movies will be released soon. Soo hard for me to stop myself from Desserts....sighs. Hope my ankle will get better soon. Lesson learnt.... Listen to ur body. Never force. Hhahaha!!!!

Oh yah...mus also remind myself to get a 'chapal' for this year's raya. I intend to wear it for once!!! IM A 'CHAPAL' virgin. Uhuckssssss!!!:)

Ok.. Im gonna get my 'cutey' sleep now.(Hehehehe!!!)
Till i blog again another day.

iOta
Another Chapter To My Biography

Freaking Crazy...

2007-09-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

I noe that its like closing to month end where people are usually holding on or keeping their wallet tight to stretch their evey dollar till the very month end but for me... I juz splurge an amount of $85 on myself. Not on clothings or any accessories but honestly, to a RUN!!!
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Indeed its crazy but the temptation is juz soo great when i see the phrase "only 500 slots left before the registration is CLOSED!!!!!!"

I dun wanna miss this year SCSM as i have been really talking about it and thinking of joining the full marathon event. I never wants it to be juz a dream and wait till next year to take part in it. A WASTE IT WILL BE!!!

So now, the date is set and 2nd December will be the date i achieve something in my life. The day i look forward for after crossing the finishing line. How long i take... that's not the point. Finishing the race is what im looking for. Ending this year with a healthy lifestyle. No smoking and more running for me. I hope this goes on and a healthy lifestyle after i past the quater decade mark in my life.

Now i shall start training myself. Frequent visits to ECP for my training run i can say....
Desserts will juz await me after the date. Healthy lifestyle for the moment...(Crossing my fingers hoping that i can keep to my promises.DETERMINED I shall be.)

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME...

iOta

Life...

2007-09-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

Never has my life been better these few days. I haven't been blogging oftenly as im juz too happy with my life that i juz thought if i were to talk about it, it will juz end with a blink. I have also decided that i will be taking part in this year Standard Chartered Full Marathon. Been running these few days.Preparation for the marathon.

Hey,being single is not that bad afterall. Im enjoying it alot!! No one to report to, no one to scold me whatever i do in life. Nevertheless, i miss being with the person i love when i do have a wonderful reason to celebrate the evening. Nowadays i juz do it alone. Pampering myself with stuffs whenever i do good in life. Hahaha!!!

I finally watched the movie Brokeback Mountain!!!! Juz not my kinda movie. I dun find it good afterall. I end up forwarding the movies then watching them throughout.

I get thru to the Final round for Receptionist Of The Year "thingy" which means more training n researches to be done!! I didn't expect i will even get thru but well, suprisingly... I DID!!! I will put in more effort this time round but please...someone please guide me where to start!!! I juz dunno where to start training n do my research now. Will i be making a fool outta myself on that day?? Well, we shall see..I'll keep u guys update on the happenings...

Hmm,juz sign up for the Vertical Marathon this year as well... Didn't expect all these marathons... so F@#$ing expensive!!! Well, times up now for me. i gotta turn in now. Working morning shift tomorrow. Till we meet again people... To my frens @ Conrad, i miss u guys man... U guys noe who u are. Miss those times that we have. Hahahaha!!!

This phrase juz comes up to my mind...
The twin bed is big enough for the two of YOU to roll around... Hahaha!!!
Sweet memories like this makes me smile and reminds me of u guys...

HELMI: Its time for the "ABC Gatherings".... Been awhile....

My Freedom Writers...

2007-09-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

Yo people!!!! Im not shy to say this liao!! I think i miss u guys ler...
Comelah organise an outing. Its about time. Most of us werking at different places now. Shall we meet up for dinner or something? My midnite ends on Sunday and im freeeee!!

Buzz me up if u guys wanna meet up!!

iOta.

03 - 09 September 2007

2007-09-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

It has been a week of lazing and slacking around. Im feeling soo fat today. Haven't been out jogging and the gym... Last i've been there was in August after the Marina Bay run. Aww... nothing feels worst then hurting my body now. Eating all those snacks really making me feel very bad.

Guesss gotta start a brand new week tomorrow. Making a healthy lifestyle to practise again. Will be working morning shift tomorrow. Let me juz pack my gym stuffs and make sure im hitting the gym tomorrow and no reason of not being there tomorrow.

Plans for today... wanna catch a movie. Waitress.(Intrernationale movie) worth while catching it. show starts at 1545hrs. Gotta quickily finish up this entry and head my way down to Cathay to watch the movie. It has been a movie spree week for me. This will be my third movie this week. Will tell u guys bout the movies later on when i have the time. Hahaha!!!

Oh, to one of my Bro, congrats to u Dude!!! No longer having heartaches for u!! Someone for u to care for and someone to care for u. May this lasts forever...

Ok guys.. Till i start blogging again for next week.

Life can be better...That's all i can say.
Im not bragging but kinda used to this lifestyle is all i can say.
Happiness is everywhere. Its juz on how u appreciate it.
Life goes on.....

iOta.

OFF DAY

2007-09-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

Before this day comes, I was soo exited thinking about it as its gonna be a day i really look forward for. Thought of going for a tanning session at Sentosa and followed by a movie n shopping session after that at Vivocity but all those are juz plans and never comes true as i wake up today greeted by a sore body and a spinning mind. S.I.C.K!!!!!

Thus, my off day are spent on my bed accompanied by my pillows and duvet.

Oklah...i shan't brag on my boring day.

Oh yah, I bought a DVD titled Freedom Writers. I find it a very good movie. It touched my heart...

OKLAH...I WANNA REST MORE.MY BACK N NECK IS ACHING. SOO SICKLING I AM TODAY....:(

iOta

Im juz lazy to blog nowadays as i think somethings are Better kept between me,myself and I...

2007-08-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

I learn not to blog every single thing that happens in my life....

Keeping stuffs to Myself are good at times...

To my frens... Im not sad, angry nor happy. It juz varies day in and out.

A totally new life than i have or experience before....

Cheerfulness in me is soo faraway from me rite now.

Ever since.... YOU'RE GONE!!!!(I dun blame u and i noe its juz not meant to happen)

I feel like im maturing only now...(i have been maturing but taking the cheerfulness outta me makes me feel OLD.)

Moving on, i am....

But at times you're juz there in my mind.

Memoirs.....a killah!!!

It makes me keeping distances from affections and LOVE.

Im not Gay...(No hard feeling to all 'YOU' guys out there. Its juz not me to be one.)

Call me whatever you want as i dun care. I noe im not one.....

I juz dun wanna hurt or get hurt juz yet.

For now...lemme discover myself and achieve what i want.

With or without aquaintance, i shall strive....

iOta.

Finally Meeting My Men!!!

2007-08-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

Teambuilding was fun indeed!! I gotta noe my colleagues better as a person. I thought its gonna be a waste of time but was proven otherwise!! A wonderful experience i have...

Later part of my day, i spend my day at the gym and later on i met up with Dan n Faz Jr for coffee @ my fav coffee hub!! I was there earlier than Dan for once!!! Faz Jr was there for his very first time. Welcome to my 'Home' Bro...

Oklah, thats about all for wad happens today. Oh yah, one more thing!!!!
There's a cute Barista werking @ that hub!!!Hahahaha!!!! Juz a passing remarks.
Goodnite people... i find this post crappy but im actually putting in the effort to blog. Bear with me guys...
Shall keep my fingers crossed to sleep and pray hoping that tomorrow won't be a busy morning shift.

iOta.

Single...Easier Life?!!!

2007-08-22T01:02:00.000+08:00

Well, sorry guys!!i've been very very busy these few weeks. People once tells me singles are boredom. Nah!!!! i dun think so!!! Life has been very busy!! Additional to it my computer suckss big time!! Starting to hang and giving me lotsa problems that gives me a reason not to blog for the moment. Now... everything is fine. I hope i'll be blogging again!! Hahahaha!!!
I HOPE!!!

Anyway, i gotta sleep now. A freaking TEAM BUILDING session tomorrow!!! SEM-BAWANG PARK!!! What a venue to be held!!

Take care peeps!!! Till i blog again.(Dunno when...)
Miss ya loads!! U guys noe who u are. (If u dunno its ok!!! Dun bother to ask me as i'll not tell u!!!)

iOta.

Will I Ever... Will There Even Be Ever.

2007-07-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

Was on my third midnite shift last nite and it was indeed a hat-trick busy nite for me.(BusyBusyBusy!!!) Enrgy draining... mind bothering and blah blah blah... My grumbles and runts list juz goes on but, HELL YEAH... I juz love this job. Contradicting..?! Its juz wad my life is all about.

Slept at noon and awake by 1700hrs. My normal midnite routine. The difference today was that i was awaken by a dream or i shall say a nightmare. Depends how i look at it. Lemme summarise to u people wad its about.

Dreams of me 30 years down the road looking at life around me. Especially my family members and close friends. Seems like i've been away from Singapore for years or maybe God noes... Been in prison for awhile(Hehehehe!choi!!juz kidding!!",). Juz a stupid dream. Dunno wadever crime i've committed. Hahaha!! I look awkward and outta place in my dream. Everyone around me looks happy and seems like they're happy with their dearest one in life. For myself...im juz alone looking lost and lonely. Happy indeed surrounded by them. Will that be how my life is gonna be in the future? Will i ever get married? Will i ever wanna get married in the first place...

These are the questions that i ask myself when i wake up. "Will i ever fall in love again? Will there even be anyone(MUZ BE A GAL) who'll love me?

There goes my saga of quieries in life as a growing up Boy...
Heeeeee.....;)

iOta

New Skin...

2007-07-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

Skin after skin i try on my blog, i finally decide to stick to the very basic. Funky designs, dun really express my thoughts and feelings that i have. Indeed i love arts but when it comes to connecting my soul and my blog... it juz doesn't match. Indeed im juz a simple guy. Colors, yes indeed its a must!! But... dun need anything complicated to resembles iOta...

Oh yes...to u, you noe who u are... Who claims that my blog is soo difficult for u to read lately, the simplicity of my blog is tributed to u too. Hope you enjoy reading my blog eventhough i rarely update em'.

Lemme juz give u a brief description of my life lately...

Fridae 13...
The day starts well when i actually head down to the swimming pool for a quick workout. Feels good and refreshing!
Head home awhile to catch a quick nap but in a short while,receive a call from a fren of mine asking me out. Hell yah i'll say YES!! Met my fren and we decide on pampering our tastebuds with Ben & Jerry's. It was a great eveining of catching up despite us feeling sleepy. Didn't even realise that it was a SWEET ending to my evening... At werk was damn terrible!! I did stoopid mistakes and i mean stoopid grave mistake!!! That was sumting that i never wanna be happening especially on my first midnite shift!! Then on...drag with fussy Hongkies. Irritating to the core!!! Dunno how i gather my patience to handle em'. i was kinda suprised that i still have my patience by my side.
Lemme juz wrap it off... Fridae 13 started up with a BANG but ends with draggie-ness.

July 14...
A LAZY LAZY DAY... Lazing in bed and drag to werk in the late evening. For once i lay in bed for the longest time after like years doing so. Work started up shaky but picked up well after that.

July 15...
Time check....1230pm and im still awake facing my PC. Went jogging after work today and feeling happy as my knee not hurting me yet. :D Well...lets hope and pray...tonite my shift will be a better shift. Away from problems and of all things...I should put a stop to my stoopid careless mistakes!!!

Ok people..with these updates i shal say we meet again. Lemme indulge my tired body with a wonderful sleep. Hahaha!!!

iOta.

I Keep On Blinking But The Shades Of Black Is Still There...

2007-07-08T01:38:00.000+08:00

Continuation Of My Deep Thoughts...

My life has juz been the same ever since before. I never fail to forget the past, i still think of the someone whom was once very important to my life. She's left, gone and will never be back. I never hope for her re-appearance and im indeed moving on. I do still think about the past as its a 'human nature' and never will be forgotten. It is never gonna be easy but im still holding on. I believe that there is soo much more challenges that juz 'it' in life. Im happy i have my frens, colleagues and family members who stand by my side no matter whatever state of life im in. Thank you soo much to all of u people out there.

My appreciation to you people withstanding and enduring my unbearable whinings and grunts...

I DUN WANNA HURT... I HOPE NOT TO BE HURT.

iOta.

Been Awhile...

2007-06-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

Weeks since i last blog... i was juz soo tight up with werk that i dun even have the time to chat with my frens on MSN. Now, when i have the time to do so... i'm feeling sleepy.hehehe!!

People...i juz wanna give u guys assurance that im still alive and will be blogging soon. In the mean while, lotsa catching up gotta be done in my life. Will keep u guys updated soon. Life is getting better indeed now. Im happier than before. Of course sadness overcomes when i think of the past but anyhow...that's life. The fact is... when i look around me, i see them who try hard to make me smile. I never wanna let them down. Im never gonna give them a fake smile as they dun deserve it. I never like or wanna live in denial.

"Treating Others The Way You Wanna Be Treated."

Okay people... To the Lala Land i shall retun now...

iOta.

Gloomy Wednesday...13/06/07.

2007-06-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

Lemme starts up with yesterday:

12/06/07...

My off day but yet have to still make my way to work as i need to attend the 2nd part of my deportment class arranged by the Company. Im not being calculative like the rest(names not to be mentioned) as i think that deportment class is not for the company. Its for my own good. It teaches me on how to potrait myself to the public in a positive way. Not that i dunno how to but... there's always room for improvements. It was fun indeed!! For the second time in my life, i applied products to my face and not only that... i did manicure!! Haha!!! feels like a woman indeed... Well, pampering myself for once is ok. Feels good!! Was fun with all the Unckles at werk cracking out jokes as they're doing the manicures.

Lesson ended at 6pm which then i head down to the gym for a long awaited workout that i owe myself. Eager to hit the treadmill as my knee was getting better from my previous run.

Target distance : 10km Timing: Bef. 55mins.

Sadly... on my 4th km...my knee starts to feel a discomfort once again like that day. I noe its a bad sign. I can't hit the targetted distance and gotta end it 6km. Questions apears in my mind..where duz the fault lies?! shoes? wrong running technique? argh!!! i still need my knee for jogging or running... After gym session, i quickily head down to Nike to get myself a knee sleeve for future protection which i think i need one badly now. Damn!!!! i feel soo old with em' on.

I then went to enrol myself for Mizuno wave run this July. Hmm... seems like i need a new running shoe.
Dun trust me? Look @ my shoes below. Not only duz it hurts to look at the condition of the shoe. My feet hurts too when i did my 10km run... BADLY!!!

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Oh by the way... Liah, if you're still angry with me bout my jokes yesterday... I'm sorry k. i was juz joking but if its too harsh... my apologies. I noe at times my jokes are carried overboard.

13/06/07
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Today officially marks the first day i'll be a nite owl for the next 5 days... Its my rotation for midnite shift. Gonna be a fun one i hope. Hmm...wad i have been doing half of my day apst by is that i've been spending hours on PC doing my necessities and also blogging. Clearing files that i dun need anymore and making it looks betta. The next 3 hours...i'll be catching a short nap before heading to work later.

The gloomy weather makes me wonder...

What leads to a perfect LIFE ?

Do i need to be a top scholar to have a perfect LIFE? Do i need to be the BEST in whatever i do to have a perfect LIFE? If it is... what about those people who's unlucky? LIFE will never be a perfect one for them? Wouldn't it be unfair?

iOta.

Monday BluesZzzz...

2007-06-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

Yawnssszzz..

Its Monday! Arghh!!! 6 more days till the next roster... damn! Im not looking forward for the weekend. Its juz that i wanna new rotation of shift. Im on midnite this week. Haisz... Boredomm!! All alone at desk entertaining myself.

Ok, i shall juz stop bragging about it n do it all letting it past by. Looking on the bright side, im saving my money for a new pair of running shoe that i need badly. Hmm...Maybe New Balance?Asics? Mizuno? Well,let the fit decides the brand...:)

Anyway, was awake at 1000hrs today and was adding up new songs for my friendster account and a pic really caught my eye. All smiles in this pic. Verry nice and hmm... Looks very service oriented.(Not only me...But everyone in the pic!)

Let me share with u guys which pic im refering to so that u guys won't be left wondering which pic im refering to.

Alrite people. I gotta run. Deportment class starts at 1500hrs for me. Talk to u guys later.

Have a great Monday.

iOta.

SunDay...Offday.

2007-06-11T02:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up with a great start of the day. Off day is the only day that i will sleep in kinda early and woke up late during the day. Not that late but juz at 1100hrs before noon time. Was smiling happily as i realise that the sharp pain on my knee is no longer there. Its juz like how my knee used to be. I feel good that i decide to head down to gym for a short werk out before meeting up with Nisah(my primary schoolmate) later part of the day.

Actual plan was to meet up with Nisah experience the thrill and adrenaline rush sitting on the reverse bungee but as when we reach there, looking at the ambience stunned Nisah awhile. I dun blame her... Well, eventhough im not really bothered bout the thrill its gonna be, the price is something that caught me awhile. For 15 sec... when im off the ground, it cost SGD$40... Damn... SOO EXPENSIVEE!! Does it even worth my 40 bucks?!

We end up walking around Clarke Quay as she starts talking about her trip to Mount Kinabalu. Sounds soo fun and it makes me feel at a big loss as these are the things i have been missing out all this life. Hopefully on her next trip,she will bring me along.hehehe!!:)

Had dinner at Shah Alam... Suprised that in this millenium, im still able to get a big or huge 'prata kosong' in Singapore!! hmm... i thought thick huge 'prata kosong' was long vanished down the years... but was proved wrong! There are vendors that still thinks quality to on par the cost.

After dinner,met up with her fren whom suprisingly was my campmate. Also...followed by another suprise, Nisah noes Leiya!! Wad a small world... Then,we head up coffee at Coffee Club before calling it a day. A great ambience, great music, great coffee, great companionship...

Leads to a Purfect SMILE CAPTURED.

Me & Nisah @ Coffee Club Clarke Quay.

iOta.

Those Days Of My Past...

2007-06-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

ALL JUZ PICS THAT MAKES ME SMILE...

Those days where Leh acts pretty Right bef. the Vertical Marathon.

& ...... SHOULDN'T BE THERE.

Hehehehehe!!!

Meeeting up tha man in the Fire Drill... Suppose to be serious?!!

Centre.. David. Waste time!!! Lets smile ladies...

Last day with Resvn Dept. To the...so called Pasir Ris Hilton.
Hahahaha!!!!

Nicole tired?! Halie-walie... Hahaha!!

Suelyn striking a pose. Mayte 'Winston'...

Suew....ermmmmm.....

Wad r u doing?!

Me with Chinese Gerls...hehehe!! Hmm...first pic with TG after

2 1/2 yrs werking together.

The only one i guess....

Clarabelle .... All left memories....

Lurve disturbing her.:)

Me with 'Reggie'. me... Suelyn...Mie Mie.

Both History...

Emotionally DISTURBED...

2007-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

Half a year has past... Indeed lotsa things happens in my life. Happenings in my life comes and go... True enough... like a saying from a draggy drama series that i once follow thru...

" LIKE SAND THRU THE HOUR GLASS...AND SO ARE THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES..."

The new year 2007 was welcomed with happiness overwhelming my life. Joy drowned my sorrows of 2006... believing 2007 will definately be a purrfect year. Sadly, months past by... seems like 'sorrow' laughing back at me as those 'joy' that accompany me thru the countdown has left me drifted behind. As a human, i do feel sad. Who says guys not allowed to be sad? Guys have feelings too like gals. We guys are Human Beings with nerves and feelings. And also a brain that comes with a function to think!!

I've gone thru enough. Enough to make me cry. Enough to make me come to my senses what is it that i really want in my life. What are my priorities and what are bonus to my life. All i want to do now is to spend more time for myself, families and also my friends. Partners... not that i dun appreciate but in the mean while...let me heal from a deep cut wound. Traumatised!!! Sounds sooo emo but... i dun care!!! This is another side of me u guys never noe.

Why im soo EMO, all for a reason. Almost gone now as i think it duzn't help bragging about it.

To all those that our path once crossed in our lives, i wish u all the best in life and even if our path were to ever cross again, i'll say hello and no grudges held against individuals.

Cheerios!!

iOta.

Back To My Fav Day Shift...

2007-06-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Today...

My very first day of werking morning shift after weeks of werking mid shift and also afternoon shift. Those shifts are wad i hate as i juz feel that nothing that i can do rather than juz sleep --- werk. Werk --- Sleep. Life will be a bore if its juz that rotation.

Morning shift was kinda busy today but a fun filled busy morning with colleagues like Aida and Sanri as my counterparts on shift today. Fingers busy hitting the keyboards while our mouth giggling all throughout. Felt really good werking with Aida after a long time on diff shift. Our last shift together was my first 2 mths at 4 Seasons. Shifts ended at 1600hrs despite a busy morning...

Home Sweet Home Is where i head to After Werk. Feels awkward...But,i deserve that as i left my wallet @ home. Forgetful me... Thanks to my filled coin pouch of mine. A great help at times. :)

Liah n Norain called me up when i was lazing in bed watching my dvds asking if i wanna join em' for drinks at Lot 1.
Being me, rather than juz lazing in bed at home, i'd rather be out meeting my frens. They were on their way home from a day trip to JB. Looking at the stuffs that they buy there... I'd rather be shopping it in SG. Liah...u damn Auntie lor... Juz like my Mum. Go 'pasar' ... Oh by the way.... Haron / Harun... nah!!! EEeeeughhh!! i still prefer Sadiq. sounds better... Mc Donald's was filled with Norain's laughter today as she was soo happy bout giving us names... Gosh!!

When i reach home.. i dunno wad transpires me to make my way down for a jog. I then decide to go for a 10km jog which i think i will juz run for an hour as it sure to cover 10km and more. Draggy at start... but as im covering the miles, i starts to enjoy and get hold of my momentum. Feels really great after a long run. Feels lighter and better inside.

Well, its about time for me to carress my beloved bed and enjoy a great sleep. A fun-filled activities day is wad i enjoys most. Juz like today. I feel great as a person.

Liah n Norain, Thanks for calling me out. u Makciks make my day better. :)

Till we meet again...

iOta.

Tired Of Hiding..Tired Of Being Invisible to the World...

2007-06-05T10:57:00.000+08:00

Well, as there are overwhelming request from my ex-colleagues whom i shall say my frens from Conrad Hotel... I officially make this blog officially a profile of mine and be visible to all of you people. Hahaha.

It used to be a place where i nag, a place where i brag all alone in the corner of this huge world of blogging.(Actually...more of being emotional to relationship.hehehehe!!) F#%k it!! relationship isn't everything.

My frens (you guys noe who u are...no name will be mention to avoid proudness eventhough i appreciate your care and concern. Now...let me officially present inoemieself to you people out there.

PS.: No hard feelings if there will be names mention. It won't be disgrace but ur presence in my life creates a mark. Juz like a tattoo on skin. Forever ever till i rott.

Flavours of ma life... A mixtures of bitterness and sweetness.

iOta.

2007-05-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

[This is the song that remind me of us... Memoirs...]

iOta.

Lonely Off Day.

2007-04-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

Let me juz start it off from last nite...

A close fren of hers approach me at work asking me if my wisdom tooth is getting better out of a sudden!! It feels weird but i guess she noes that me and 'HER' is no longer together. Indirectly i noe she's trying to ask me if im ok in life. I never wanna be sad anymore. She's gone, and i noe that this decision of hers makes her feel happy as im no longer in her life to trouble her with all my stupid questions. I do admit that im the cause of our break up. Of course im sad the person i really love in life is now gone from my life coz of my stupidity. I do deserve this outcome. I have to swallow this bitterness and get on with life. Enough of love life for the moment. Let me juz concentrate to love myself before i can love someone else in the near future if there's one. I dun wanna hurt anyone yet again. My message to her...

No matter where you are, if you're in need of someone to talk to and listen to your problems... and u think u do forgive me, i'll always here for u to approach and listen to your sorrows.

After shift yesterday, me and my colleague actually decided to go for supper at Swensens down at Orchard Road before we decided to reward ourselves with a few bottles of beers at Balcony after a wonderful GUYS shift. CHEERS to us!! Bottoms UP!! Its great to be working with guys at times as WE think alike..( Heheheheh...; ) ) It feels great after months of not really going for a real drinking time... Thanks Bro... we shall do it more often.

28/04/07....

Was supposed to meet a fren of mine at Novena Mrt station at 1330hrs for coffee but those lil' too many beers that i downed last nite giving me a hard time to wake up on time. Luckily she was late as well. In the end we met up at 1400hrs. Visited a fren who was admitted in Tan Tock Seng Hospital coz doctor has to conduct some biological tests on her for what... i never ask.(Dun even dare!). She looks as cheerful as ever but pale. Coffee meet up was cxled as our late lunch was a very heavy one and dun hav anymore rooms for coffee. Furthermore, she has to rush down to Town to meet up with her frens. Before she left, she accompanied me to buy the bag that i really wanna buy from Nike. Then,we parted off from there. Till our next meet up...

I then proceed down to City Hall to give myself some retail therapy after months of not shopping.
Well folks,thats how my off day goes.

Now she's gone from my life... I miss her by my side... Those days of us together are as good as history coz of my stupidity. I MISS YOU...

iOta.

My First Round...

2007-02-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

My first round of midnite is finally over. The volume of arrivals are much lower than my prev workplace but i really find that its never gonna be a very easy one on my side as the STANDARDS set by the management is a sky high. Well, that duzn't mean that im gonna turn around n walk away. im gonna do it n prove to people that im a tough cookie. Give ur best shot n i will absorb all the pain incurred.

Ram n Aida was quite nice to me. Eventhough i do mistakes...they still say that im doing a great job. I GOTTA BUCK UP!! I wanna be better. I wanna be on the same level as them doing check ins. Its not my first year doing check ins. I think im capable of doing their way. Juz hav to brush up on it a lil. Sean... a superb nice guy. A polite n helpful guy who's modest. I do respect him as a man. He has all the patience to himself eventhough the girls gave him a hard time there. I'll be there by him now to support him n walk the road together.

This round of midnite makes me feel good as im werking midnite when my girlfren is back @ her home in JB. She's celebrating the New Year back in her hometown with her family members. Its 5 days long i didn't manage to meet her. I feel very awkward. Absolutely not good. When i finally get to meet her on my last day of midnite... I feel so happy that not getting enough sleep is possible to keep me awake throughout the nite. Ok people... its time for me to go now. Will keep u update more on the happenings in life. Gotta rest early as am werking in the morning shift tomorrow...

iOta.

1st Day @ WERK.

2007-02-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

16th February 2007.....

On this day, I shall mark it down in my planner as the very first day i officiallly starts my shift @ my new werkplace and also at FD. I was on night shift and never before in my life i see a very quiet Desk. The nite was draggy... that i can't deny as thre's hardly movements. All thanks to my new colleagues that they make it such a great nite despite me feeling sleepy. For the very first time in my life... i feel handicapped. Wasn't helping her much today. Supper was SUPERB!!

I was released from werk @ 0725hrs... Had a great warm shower before i head out to my prev workplace to collect my TV set.wasn't that fantastic... but better than nothing. Meet up with Craig, Rynn n not forgetting my Buddy... Helmi for breakfast @ Coffee Bean. A very fulling one n we talked about our life at werk. All i can say...
TO ALL MY FRENS @ CONRAD HOTEL, I MISS U GUYS!!

Ok people... me gotta get myself ready for another draggy late night shift. Going for picnic tomorrow with my FAMILIES @ Sentosa. Hope its gonna be fun!!

iOta.
17th February 2007 [1921hrs

Welcome To My First...

2007-02-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

I've never been blogging my whole life. Afraid of people reading my life story as i think that my life... Is never a living example. People reading my blogs rite now.... Bear with me. I hope this reading article of mine will be an enjoyable one eventhough its gonna be kinda crappy. Friends of the world... Let us connect no matter where we are...

iOta.