Lonely Off Day.

Let me juz start it off from last nite...

A close fren of hers approach me at work asking me if my wisdom tooth is getting better out of a sudden!! It feels weird but i guess she noes that me and 'HER' is no longer together. Indirectly i noe she's trying to ask me if im ok in life. I never wanna be sad anymore. She's gone, and i noe that this decision of hers makes her feel happy as im no longer in her life to trouble her with all my stupid questions. I do admit that im the cause of our break up. Of course im sad the person i really love in life is now gone from my life coz of my stupidity. I do deserve this outcome. I have to swallow this bitterness and get on with life. Enough of love life for the moment. Let me juz concentrate to love myself before i can love someone else in the near future if there's one. I dun wanna hurt anyone yet again. My message to her...

No matter where you are, if you're in need of someone to talk to and listen to your problems... and u think u do forgive me, i'll always here for u to approach and listen to your sorrows.

After shift yesterday, me and my colleague actually decided to go for supper at Swensens down at Orchard Road before we decided to reward ourselves with a few bottles of beers at Balcony after a wonderful GUYS shift. CHEERS to us!! Bottoms UP!! Its great to be working with guys at times as WE think alike..( Heheheheh...; ) ) It feels great after months of not really going for a real drinking time... Thanks Bro... we shall do it more often.

28/04/07....

Was supposed to meet a fren of mine at Novena Mrt station at 1330hrs for coffee but those lil' too many beers that i downed last nite giving me a hard time to wake up on time. Luckily she was late as well. In the end we met up at 1400hrs. Visited a fren who was admitted in Tan Tock Seng Hospital coz doctor has to conduct some biological tests on her for what... i never ask.(Dun even dare!). She looks as cheerful as ever but pale. Coffee meet up was cxled as our late lunch was a very heavy one and dun hav anymore rooms for coffee. Furthermore, she has to rush down to Town to meet up with her frens. Before she left, she accompanied me to buy the bag that i really wanna buy from Nike. Then,we parted off from there. Till our next meet up...

I then proceed down to City Hall to give myself some retail therapy after months of not shopping.
Well folks,thats how my off day goes.

Now she's gone from my life... I miss her by my side... Those days of us together are as good as history coz of my stupidity. I MISS YOU...

iOta.