Will I Ever... Will There Even Be Ever.

Was on my third midnite shift last nite and it was indeed a hat-trick busy nite for me.(BusyBusyBusy!!!) Enrgy draining... mind bothering and blah blah blah... My grumbles and runts list juz goes on but, HELL YEAH... I juz love this job. Contradicting..?! Its juz wad my life is all about.

Slept at noon and awake by 1700hrs. My normal midnite routine. The difference today was that i was awaken by a dream or i shall say a nightmare. Depends how i look at it. Lemme summarise to u people wad its about.

Dreams of me 30 years down the road looking at life around me. Especially my family members and close friends. Seems like i've been away from Singapore for years or maybe God noes... Been in prison for awhile(Hehehehe!choi!!juz kidding!!",). Juz a stupid dream. Dunno wadever crime i've committed. Hahaha!! I look awkward and outta place in my dream. Everyone around me looks happy and seems like they're happy with their dearest one in life. For myself...im juz alone looking lost and lonely. Happy indeed surrounded by them. Will that be how my life is gonna be in the future? Will i ever get married? Will i ever wanna get married in the first place...

These are the questions that i ask myself when i wake up. "Will i ever fall in love again? Will there even be anyone(MUZ BE A GAL) who'll love me?

There goes my saga of quieries in life as a growing up Boy...
Heeeeee.....;)

iOta

New Skin...

Skin after skin i try on my blog, i finally decide to stick to the very basic. Funky designs, dun really express my thoughts and feelings that i have. Indeed i love arts but when it comes to connecting my soul and my blog... it juz doesn't match. Indeed im juz a simple guy. Colors, yes indeed its a must!! But... dun need anything complicated to resembles iOta...

Oh yes...to u, you noe who u are... Who claims that my blog is soo difficult for u to read lately, the simplicity of my blog is tributed to u too. Hope you enjoy reading my blog eventhough i rarely update em'.

Lemme juz give u a brief description of my life lately...

Fridae 13...
The day starts well when i actually head down to the swimming pool for a quick workout. Feels good and refreshing!
Head home awhile to catch a quick nap but in a short while,receive a call from a fren of mine asking me out. Hell yah i'll say YES!! Met my fren and we decide on pampering our tastebuds with Ben & Jerry's. It was a great eveining of catching up despite us feeling sleepy. Didn't even realise that it was a SWEET ending to my evening... At werk was damn terrible!! I did stoopid mistakes and i mean stoopid grave mistake!!! That was sumting that i never wanna be happening especially on my first midnite shift!! Then on...drag with fussy Hongkies. Irritating to the core!!! Dunno how i gather my patience to handle em'. i was kinda suprised that i still have my patience by my side.
Lemme juz wrap it off... Fridae 13 started up with a BANG but ends with draggie-ness.

July 14...
A LAZY LAZY DAY... Lazing in bed and drag to werk in the late evening. For once i lay in bed for the longest time after like years doing so. Work started up shaky but picked up well after that.

July 15...
Time check....1230pm and im still awake facing my PC. Went jogging after work today and feeling happy as my knee not hurting me yet. :D Well...lets hope and pray...tonite my shift will be a better shift. Away from problems and of all things...I should put a stop to my stoopid careless mistakes!!!

Ok people..with these updates i shal say we meet again. Lemme indulge my tired body with a wonderful sleep. Hahaha!!!

iOta.