End to Brags and Complains...

It's so amazing how it all starts.
Nevertheless, i am happy it happens.
Thought... those feeling will never emerge from me,
But indeed it does.
Indeed, it gets me when i am not expecting it at all.
It shall be taken slowly as time goes by.
I shall just see where it takes us to
For the time being, let me enjoy the moment.

Have a great Sunday everyone!!


iOta

Sunday, 21st September 2008.

I'm sick of it all!!
I want out!
Something i will never recommend!
I wish to be out A.S.A.P.!!!
With my face in my hands,
I release a sigh of regrets and anger...

The Clock is Ticking...

The clock is ticking...

It shows that im getting older

by the seconds that ticks past.

Never denying the fact im not young anymore.

I feel tired easily,

Feels lethargic oftens...

Forget things regularly.

Time for me to consume vitamins!!

Improve the brain power.

I do not wanna be the forgetful sort.

I gotta start a habit of recording stuffs down.

An assistance to remember stuffs.

Feels guilty when mistakes are done.

We humans are prones to mistakes

We, humans are never created by God to this world as perfections

But well, i know, i know...

That's not a reason to spare myself.

~Grunts~Grumbles~

iOta

Gloomy morning = Boring day...

Today starts pretty bad...

Awaken from sleep by the roaring thunders

accompanying by the sounds of rain.

The usual sight of the opposite block was blurred by the rain

making me feels soo sad!!

Will it be the usual boring rainy day?

Stuck in bed, sleepiness overwhelms my thoughts...

it spells B.O.R.I.N.G.

First half of the day almost gone...

here i am still stuck at home by the window,

in daze by the sound of rain.

Thank goodness i have the access to internet

which is like a window to the world at my bedroom.

Haha!

I just hope the second half of my day will be much better.

Will there be a chance..?

We shall see....

iOta

~Self Indulgence~

A great day starts early...

And i really mean early...

As early as 0300hrs.

Indeed a day of mum and me came fulfilled.

She is dead tired now.

I bet she's asleep now in her room S.N.O.R.I.N.G.

Bought her 2 shirts for her and i bet she really likes it alot!

Looking at her smiles, accompanied by the wrinkles,

i realise how much she have aged throughout the years.

I realise that money do not really means anything compared to family values.

I never wanna miss the chance to shop too on my off day!!

i got myself my O'neil booties and a dive bag!

Damage done!!

But well, its worth it!!

Also...i finally got my 'songket' and guess what!!!!

A lime green baju kurung baby!!!!!

My fave shade of green!!!

One day gone!

Another to go tomorrow!!!

I love off days...

Now, when shall i go diving again?!

Hmm.... Allow me to plan now.. Hahahaha!! :)

iOta

28th August - 10th September 2008...

Huff!! Puff!! Huff!! Puff!!

It has been awhile!! Now i'm back!! Erm.. Maybe just for this 30 minutes... and i might be gone again for the moment. My lappie brokedown and here i am, dragging my time to suit the 'LagTime' of my old PC! Sickening.....!!!!

P.A.T.I.E.N.C.E........

Life is very tiring nowadays for me maybe for the fact that the age 'thingy' is really crawling up my spine. Tired everyday!! Maybe tired of my routined ever recycling lifestyle!! ~SLEEP~EAT~WORK~

Sigh... another post of BRAGGING... DRAGGING... SIGHING...!!!

Sadiq, Sadiq.... SADIQ!!! What's happening to you??!!!

This is not YOU that i know!!!

Im totally messed up inside! Aarghh!!!! Inside me is shouting but i need to calm it down. What's the big deal?! This is life!! 2008, has been bad!! Not saying that there isn't any great memories. There were... but too many of the unfortunate events ongoing... Not only in my life but in this world!! I have realise that every blog that i post, are mostly negative thoughts... To be honest, i feel good after every post. So guys... bear with me purh-leassseee!!!!

Alright, i have always been thinking of running before 'sahur' but never happen before. So, as today is my off day, i shall start it with a bang and at least, for my 2 days off weekly, i do achieve what i enjoy most in life...

Okay guys... FYI, i have bought myself a pair of Scubapro Powerjet fins for my future dive!!

WOHOOO!!!!

Im soo excited for my next diving trip!! Hopefully after Hari Raya!! Too bad can't join them for this upcoming dive trip next week!! Damn, heard its gonna be a great dive site, on a perfectly great time of the year. Have to make way for fasting month. Respect Ramadhan.:)

Okay guys...i have to turn in now for a great early morning run later on at 0300hrs. Have a great day people. I have decided that today, will be a day for mum and me. I shall splurge on her today. As a 'recovery' gift for her. I miss my mum!! Loving her always but... that doesn't mean i can't tease her!! You know, people do says that...

a'lil bit flavour makes a dish more interesting!! :)

Okay people... have a great day and till the next time we meet here again...

*Ciao Ciao*

iOta

Confusions...

There's seems to be questions in the mind...

Questions with lots of answers which leaves it where it all started.

Is it really worth it? Who worth for it? Do i even deserve it?!

Will i suffer a terrible life if i dun experience it?

Mum told me its a big sin not to do it.

Well, in the first place...i have sinned myself!!

Why not another one added?

Sigh...this are my grumbles and rants behind my daily smiles.

Sounds duh but well, every problems sounds duh!!

Gosh...i hope im being shown the light to the end of this pathetic dreadful tunnel...

Coz i find that there are many things deserve a thought rather than just this.

Life, oh life....

iOta

I'm Now Here Without You.... Baby.

Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older since the last
time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at
this the same.
All the miles that separate,
disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face.

I’m here without you baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I’m here without you baby,
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight...
it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl
it’s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl...
it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl
it’s only you and me.

(A tribute to someone i'm thinking of right now...)

iOta

Saturday, 26 July 2008

Hellooooo.....

Been away as i was on midnight shift..

The shift that those dread for.

Get my well deserved off day on Friday and it was a great off day.

Went for a Paintball session with few of my colleagues.

FUN!!FUN!!FUN!!

But it is still tiring lah...

Thigh muscles are all sore now...

Thanks to Sandra for organising this outing!!!

Still wanna wipe people?! Hahaha!!

While waiting for Encik Sean... We enjoy the RAMBUTANSS!!

I personally love this Graffitti. Nice!

Finally, After the session... A Group photo!!

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Well, today gotta head out to one of my camp buddy's engagement.

Luqman is getting Engaged to his dearest Shikin today!!

Congrats to u Bro Maniam!! Hahaha!!

The rest of my day is still a big questionmark...

Ooops!!! Tonight i gotta be out!

A promise made to the Ladies that i will join them for Clubbing...

Okay people...

Will update you on my long day!!

Ciao Ciao...

iOta

Tuesday, 22nd July 2008

The past few days has been very busy.

Or I shall also say im very lazy. Tired...

On midnight again today. A stretch of 3 nights this time.

Not too bad.

I took the last train home last Sunday. Witness an awwful scene!

A foreign worker was beaten up by 2 malay guys.

Whatever for... There was this young malay gal dressed skimpily!!

Being away from homeland, in a foreign country...

I do understand, that foreign worker gets an eye-opener on the skimpily dressed malay gal.

Not saying that she's a Babe or anything!!(Not even CLOSE!!)

Fat PIG!!

That malay gal get offended by the foreign worker's stare.

Its just merely a STARE!!

The malay gal get off her seat, starts spitting and throwin punches on the guy.

Another malay guy, God ever knows if he's the gal's brother / Boyfriend..

Joins the scene with punches and kicks to the foreign guy.

To be honest, i think that it proves nothing!!

In fact, now.. im shy to admit that im a malay.

How disgraceful that act can be to me.

Lesson learn to all ladies...

If u dun wanna invite stares... NEVER NEVER NEVER DRESS SKIMPILY!!!!

What's wrong with just stares?!

Aren't you ladies dressed like that to get the attentions?!

And guys guys.... Starts up the engine to your brains!!!

Don't just act without thinking!!

That foreign guy was just looking...

We, all guys do stares at sexy clad ladies too!!

Do you think that he deserves the beating?!

I don't think so!!!!

If im that Foreign guy...

I won't even throw a glimpse at that FAT PIG in the first place!!

These kinda gals deserve be called a pig with that kinda attitude and mentality!!!

21st July 2008(Monday)

==A Colleague Shares Her Reading Article==

"In Order To Be Rich, Quit The Company You're In Now!!!"

Don't you guys think that phrase is true?

Look at all the rich people! They're never a slave to any Company.

All of us... We are just a slave to our Company.

Putting it nicely, they come with a new name for us... Employees!!

It gets me thinking awhile...

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Met up with my friend for supper @ 0200hrs in the morning

She was working till that late and was hungry and i was on midnight shift today.

So, we meet up for a late supper and chat awhile..

Time indeed has past and we are now adults!!

Working is like our past times now as we never have the time!!

In my schooling days... i learnt of cycles...

Now, this is my Life cycle.

SLEEP-EAT-WORK

Give it a think.. And you will think likewise too.

Anyway guys...im trying to break my cycle now...

On midnight shift tonight.. Heading down for swim before i sleep, before heading down to work tonight..:)

Take care peeps!!

*ciao ciao*

iOta

Friday.....

It was a hectic evening at work.

Was proven...

Sufficient preparation = Smooth operations.

Learn something new...

Language is never a barrier if u are not shy!!!

Communication is not always about words...

Action does plays a part in Communication.

It was indeed a great day especially whe this particular Guest greets me by my name!

Touched!! Eventhough it has been like 4days before he left the Hotel.

This simple gestures really make my day after a long day of working.

Something that i will miss if i ever leave this industry.

Ok...

That's about it!!

Sleeping now... An early day tomorrow.

A long one too...

Run @ East Coast, Tanning @ Sentosa(If it ever happen!!)

Watch Dark Knight!!!

Have a great Weekend Peepss!!!

iOta

Friday, 18th July 2008

The past few days been great.

Back to afternoon shift. More time to sleep in and stay up late.

Went out with Nicole, Victoria and a few of her friends.

Gosh!!! A bad night i can say and at the same time...FUN!!

Last night, went out with Dan for late movie.

Planned for 'Dark Night' but ended up watching 'Wedding......'

A totally no brainer jokes!!

Well, a great movie after a shift.Haha!!!

Well, another aftenoon shift for me before my of day tomorrow!!

Its a funfilled off day tomorrow!!

Everyone... Have a great weekend!!

iOta

Wednesday, 16th July 2008

Been away from work for the past few days

Feels awkward working in the morning shift but anyway, everything is good

First day after soo long not blocking room.

Feels stupid!!

Oh... invitation has come for SCSM2008!

Shall i take part again?!!!

Hmm.........

Shal i go clubbing tonight?! Hmm...

Questions questions questions....

iOta

Im Back...

Been awhile not blogging..

Busy with work and gaining my weights!!! Hahaha!!

Im getting fat!! Oh gosh!!!

Anyway, Cambodia is my next destination for Haw-Lee-Daye!!

Ok... Gotta sleep fr my maiden mornng shift tomorrow.

The Road Less Travelled By Others Is My Choice...

iOta

Before I Leave...

Title for this post sounds soo dramatic!! But to the actual fact that... it is not!! Maybe infact im just having things that bothers my mind these few days. Confusions, anger, Questions and more questionssss exist right up in there!! Im not the kind who loves to brag. Im not those who likes to whine.(But i see myself starting to whine and brags a lil which i hope after some soul searching it will stop!!) Now, im doing my last minute packing before i leave for another diving trip to Dayang Island. Seems now that diving is my new found love n interest. Running is still next to my heart but haven't been doing so due to absolute laziness!!

I really do hope that after this trip, i do manage to grab hold of my lost soul and back to the old me...iOta.

To all my friends and those reading this pathetic post of mine... Enjoy your weekend and have a great one!!

Let me just share with you guys this saying of poet Rudyard Kipling.."If you can fill the unforgiving minute with 60 seconds' worth of distance run, yours is the earth and everything that's in it."

Signing off for now...
Muhammad Sadiq Bakry.

Another Weird Thoughts...

Anoter weird dream that i have after bumming to someone on my way home. Someone whom we used to call each other names... Someone whom we showered our feelings for once upon a time. In just a matter of time... We are two complete strangers... Its weird how things are but thats the 'beauty' of life. For better or worst...



Back to my dreams.......

That person smile and walk up to me saying hi asking my well being. It indeed carves smile on my face but just for awhile before i was awaken to realize...ITS JUZ ANOTHER FUCKING DREAM!!!



Missing that someone... I GUESS SO!!!



My life goes on... embarking my paths of adventures.



iOta.

A Great Gathering!!

Well guys...

It has been a busy first quater of 2008. Busy busy busy with work. But somehow or rather... the boys manage to squeeze some times out to organize a movie meet. Faz Jr, Dan and me decides to meet for movie. The single dudes night out..(Hahahaha!!) 'What Happens In Vegas' was the movie of our choice. Great movie though... We then happens to meet Fir n his fiance in the movie and we decides to hang out for the evening... Dinner at the expensive La Baroque and then decides to chill @ Timber III. La Baroque was a very disappointing dining choice and to our surprise... Timber, was fabulous!! Love the music, crowd and ambience... Laid back. Check out the pictures... Not much but oklah....

Now, im all geared up for my trip to Redang!! Im gonna snap pictures of the ocean bed with my new underwater casing!!

Picture @ La Baroque

Group Picture @ Labaroque

Timberrrr

Tha' Boysss

Acting Cool....

My New Toy!!!!!!!

The Day I First Cried 26 years Back...

The numbers merely increase but never will it goes lower. What goes lower is the countdown timer to reach a brand new age group. Well, people always says that age are just merely numbers but reality checks... You are getting older!!!! Accept that FACT!!

The moment 21 passed by, the rest just drops like raindrops... Wow!!! Time just fly by... Nevertheless, I never regret growing up and throughout the years... I do learn lotsa stuff as i cruise along the days of lives... No choices in lives are bad choices. There's always its good points and the consequences that comes along it. This is life...

This year, once again a quiet birthday for me. I have never fancied a celebration as its just another year that past by and... Did i make great use of it? Can i do better? Well, im not bragging but just kinda like post debrief of my 25th years of life... Well, im satisfied. I do achieve the achievements that i hope for and i shall work towards my goals in life.

I realy appreciate the appearance of my friends and family members in my life. Love you guys alot. You guys teach me alot in my life...

Life Is A Bore??! Nah....I dun think so!! Life is unpredictable.

The path that you take today is still the same path tomorrow. However, what you gonna overcome on that path... Will never be the same as yesterday, today or tomorrow.

Life is a neverending education... Graduation will be the day you're dressed up and respected by others... In memoirs we will be then by our loved ones...


iOta

A Wonderful Weekend!!

Previous weekend was a tremendous on for me. A funfilled weekend as i went to obtain my Scuba Diving Openwater licence. Man, it was soo beautiful a scenery down there.

Honestly, now i am considering to obtain my Advance suba diving somewhere in June. Ok people... I shall update u guys again of my life.

For now, i gotta decide what and where i wanna be...

Life is soo peaceful down below...

Life Is Sooo Different....

I haven't been whining and complaining alot here... Too lazy and tired of blogging. Its not that i haven't been online but its just that rather than blogging i would rather keep to myself.

2008... past by soo fast that we're counting down for April to come. The issue is that.... What have i done so far? NOTHING!!!!

Sigh... im just holding on to my dear life... Trying to enjoy it with what im left with...
Work... Can it be much better?! Thats the biggest questionmark in my life still... dragging myself is what i always do. Trying to motivate myself to work but nothing can ever seems right.

Well, friends all busy with each interest. Most of my friends are busy getting married or busy settling down... Hmm... me, still like before enjoying my life and exploring the world...
Issit that they're just settling down too early or im just not doing the real thing at the right age...

Aaaaaarrgghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

A small voice in me shouting and can never be heard by anyone...

This was when im on the way to Phi Phi ISLAND...
It has been awhile eversince i blog...

2008..

Well, I blog only after its 11 days past the new year. Been cruising my days past the new year enjoying every seconds that ticks by. Here i am blogging my first post while enjoying the tune of 'Way Back Into Love' by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett. The songs that brings me the past 2007. Hehehehe!!(Feeling emo...!!:p.)

2008 i hope will be a better year and i hope to achieve more!! A wonderful start of year for me as i welcome 2008 smoke free... i hope it last throuhout the year...:) i mean FOREVER!!
I shall also cut down being cheeky and playful now as im not getting any younger. Mann!!! Im hitting 26 very soon!!! No longer a young adult.:(

Getting all ready to pack my stuf for my long awaited holiday after my first holiday which was years back!! lemme see.... last holiday was in gosh!!!!!! 2001!!!! I was 21 then!! Well, Phuket... here i come!!!

Lemme juz end this post by telling u guys briefly my wishlist for 2008:

- Get my very own road bike / tri-bike
- Get my knees back in shape for runs
- Complete my very first triathlon(but gotta improve tremendously on my freestyle swim.)
- Save up for holidays
- Complete my motorcycle license
- Pray for good health for me and my families so as to cruise by 2008.
- Improve on mypathetic standing broadjump!!!

Well,actually there's more to it but juz realise that all those are just my wants then needs... so, if i get them in grab...thats a bonus to me.:)

To all everyone reading this pathetic blog of mine...i wish u a wonderful 2008. My friends that i don't get the chance to meet up and coffee-ing... Im sory guys.. I miss u guys still. See you guys soon...:)

iOta